ℱeelings

Some people tend to hide or bend their own true feelings 

for many reasons;

some might want to make others like them,

some fear of being hurt

some just want to avoid arguments or in other words, they want to keep peace

However, they hide it so often that, 

at times, 

they might have forgotten what their true feelings are...

P/S: I do this sometimes (in front of others), if not most of the times,

call me two-face, hypocrite but

I guess I just want to avoid arguments/conflicts

and most importantly,

to protect myself in some way.

Whether or not I have forgotten my true feelings...

I do not know.

But I do know one thing,

that is if I keep doing this,

one day I'll never be able tell what I really feels

to someone who might really wants to know

even if I know what my feelings/thoughts are (in my mind) when I am alone.