ℱeelings

Some people tend to hide or bend their own true feelings 

for many reasons;

some might want to make others like them,

some fear of being hurt

some just want to avoid arguments or in other words, they want to keep peace

However, they hide it so often that, 

at times, 

they might have forgotten what their true feelings are...

P/S: I do this sometimes (in front of others), if not most of the times,

call me two-face, hypocrite but

I guess I just want to avoid arguments/conflicts

and most importantly,

to protect myself in some way.

Whether or not I have forgotten my true feelings...

I do not know.

But I do know one thing,

that is if I keep doing this,

one day I'll never be able tell what I really feels

to someone who might really wants to know

even if I know what my feelings/thoughts are (in my mind) when I am alone.

  

A dose of fear

Along with the desire to fall in ℒove. . .

. . .was a healthy dose of fear

Afraid to Love by ~LaceWingedSaby

There are people afraid of falling in love

But, have you ever what are they afraid of?

Why are they afraid to fall in love?

Well, here's what I think.

...commitment

...afraid of being hurt

...had bad experience(s) in the past

...afraid of betrayal

...not willing to give up freedom/independence YET

...afraid of what others say/think

...afraid of rejection

However afraid you are to fall in love, 

you can never hardly control your feelings/emotions.

Those who are able to control, 

well, congratulations if you really are able to

or else, you are probably lying to yourself,

denying our own feelings

You may be hoping for some fairytale/movie-alike love life

with happy endings,

But that kind of love hardly exist

even if it does, probably just a handful of relationships work that way.

P/S: You have to give love in order to receive one.

I guess the questions here are,

ARE YOU READY to give love?

ARE YOU WILLING to take a chance at love?